Sunday, June 26, 2011
statement
Monday, October 20, 2008
Bridges
From the day we met , i should have started preparing mentally for your ETD but mind was so ecstatically joyful that it could not have accepted the existence of sad farewells.Even now as I stare at your images (now all that i have left of you ) I wonder at the thought that I will not be seeing for the rest of my life.
A friend for life I had wished and when you left wished to leave too for there is no one else in your place in my heart and the whole place echoes in silence waiting for a sound from you.
every song i hear i hear myself sing to you in the hope that wherever you are you will hear and know that where you have gone you will know yourself not to be alone and unwanted. you are wanted today as much as on the first day when you refused to come to me and instead stayed with papu. so i called you papu's callie and he misses you as much and more.
i know callie i hurt you in the end though you would have been last to think and say so. instead when I did reach you, you wagged your tail even though you were in extreme pain . you knew me even then through your mind numbing pain. How can i forgive myself?